anorexia is not a FAD. its is not something cute, like a dress you can try on once. Its not a fucking light switch that you can turn on or off. its a DISEASE. its a disorder that takes YEARS of therapy and strong will power and mental power to overcome.
so fuck you, everyone who "wants" an ED so bad. "I want to be skinny, oh well why dont I just become anorexia for the month?" fuck you. people who do this make me sick. lets see them sound so EXCITED after they have spent hours in the bathroom throwing up frantically, or after eating nothing but water for a week and suffering from hunger pains, or waking up EVERY morning hating yourself so much that you want to die and all you can think about all day is how much you HATE yourself.
dont ever joke around about how you wish that you could have the "willpower" to become a bulimic and oh if only you were anorexic you too could be so skinny, and oh how i wish, how i wish, how i wish.
AND FURTHERMORE, just beacuse you didnt eat for three days, or went on a liquid diet for a week doesnt make you an anorexic. you telling me about how HARD it was for you to not eat for 3 days, and omygod you must now surely be anorexic but good thing you recovered? you little piece of shit, good for nothing twat. if it were that easy, well then some of us would be much happier people. thats not even close to hardship.
and for that matter, fuck you people who make fun of eating disorders. fuck you. oh yeah cuse your "ja ja, anorexics are sooo dumb" and "Dont feed the models" and "oh well i am not eating, i am being anorexic today" jokes are soooooo hilarious. fuck you. may you someday suffer a mental disorder where you cant even breathe from the panic you get after having a healthy meal. yeah lets make fun of a disease that kills PERFECTLY normal people. or people who are like "oh ja ja, you didnt eat your sandwich, careful dont want people to think you are anorexic" FUCK YOU. I am sick of hearing people make fun of something they think is harmless, and a FAD and something that people can control. NEWS FLASH: we didnt wake up in the morning and WISH for an ED. its not like I was in barnes and noble buying a book when i was like omygod. i am going to become an anorexic. I think i will be able to control the side effects and addictive feeling. who cares if my hair is falling out and my teeth are yellow? anorexia seems perfectly harmless. NO WRONG. you cant control it. you cant predict it. and i would really appriciate it if you could shut your fucking mouth and stop judging people. people who suffer from ED;s are not stupid. they KNOW its bad for them. dont comment on how "anyone could be soooo stupid as to become anorexic". beacuse its not a CHOICE.
so you can take all of your stupid judgements and wishes and freakig shut.the.fuck.up.
fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you.
WHEW. ok i feel better. :D back to work jajaja!